heartbroken

Taylor: Mommy doesn't hold me anymore.
Jason: Yea, but you know why Mommy can't hold you anymore, right?
Taylor: Cuz Max is in her belly.
Jason: When Max comes out, Mommy can hold you again.
Taylor: Okay, Mommy can hold me when Max comes out.
Jason: You want Mommy to hold you?
Taylor: Yea.

Jason had this conversation with Taylor the other day when he took her to the park. Needless to say, when he told me, I cried. It breaks my heart that I can't do the things I normally would with Taylor and that she notices. Since then, I've had several conversations with Taylor and reminded her that I'll be able to hold/carry her again soon. I guess these are the sacrifices I have to make with a growing family. =(